It's been so long?!

Hello! I have had a bit of a revelation this weekend. I have decided to not get married. Ever. I have come to realize how much I love and depend on my family. If something were to happen to any of them, my heart would break into a million pieces. I never want anyone to have to go through that over me. Am I crazy?! Probably, but I'm just looking out for others. Now, I have to decide if I want to ever get close enough to anyone to love or to let them love me. I guess considering my revelation of late, the answer would be no. So, I guess it's just me from now on. What's a girl to do?! Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.